A Buried Cage
Gu Jun Pyo… Gu Jun Pyo my love… He was about to kiss me when suddenly… Hay! Asshhh! I was awakened by a missed call. I want to go back to my unfinished fantasy, but I couldn’t. It was him. The incubus is still disturbing even my finest moment! Rarr! How cruel of him… Don’t I deserve to be happy? Grrr…
A turtleback pig… What the?!!! How could that crossbreed be possible?! I was shocked when Gu Jun Pyo removed the shell. It was really amazing. He’s like my superhero. But the pig is bleeding. The pig is crying…
“Zarah, ndi p dn kta mkalimutan.. Mahal n mahal p dn kta.. Ndi n q mk2log kkaicp sau…” Why do these words seem so worthless to me now? Like an ordinary brand of perfume in town… Mere pieces of shitty words… This stupid text message… It was so easy for me to erase. That night was the last time that I cried because I still love him. If I would cry now it’s not because of the same reason. It would be because another monster is trying to attack me now: memory. I think it’s the most brutal killer. But of all the monsters, it is the one which I couldn’t kill. It was buried deep down my unconscious. And now it’s hunting me…
Time… Yes. Time could steal it away from me. But at some point, it has its way of returning back to me. No. It’s because I’m holdin’ on to it. I’m holding on to my memory. I would not want to lose it. Not a part of it. Because that would mean losing them… And losing my self…
Now I know how the pig is feeling. The feeling of being naked… bare-naked… But I won’t lose this battle. Not this time. J
